motivating and demotivating emotions. Regulatories for our life.
“We have to hate our feelings
We have to be afraid of our feelings
We have to be terrified by feelings.”
Why? Thats what society* today wants us to and makes us to.
They* don’t want to let us live and show how we feel.
if we do so they ignore us, they stop to help us.
Our feelings don’t follow the the rules we have to live along..
This is impossible as we all know and truly feel as we see the world..
We like to change that and think wishfully, still they ignore, they are afraid..
They don’t have the capacity to do so, because they are confused and afraid by their own feelings.
Imagine you can’t fit into the norm, into public expectations* ….
….fed to us by tv, whatsoever medium or by people or parents – unquestioned.
then You start to feel like everything you are is a burden no a damage to society.
it starts dfferent: you swallow a single feeling of the whole arrayy we have.
First for a specific situation, then for more and more, After a while you lose more and more concentration because you are used to use that up to hide yourself.
your well being diminishes and maybe you reach a point where most crucial feelings
like hope for peace, and love are swallowed and maybe buried under the pressure which public expectations make to a day to day life reality.
probaby you exactly feel and know what i mean
We are all so afraid of making mistakes, not being accepted by others, not being helped, being left alone, left over, or even hated, excluded, fought..
Foremost afraid for getting ignored for our most intuitive deeply intense feelings.
That what makes us alive…
If they ignore and punish, we ought to be dead… at least thats how this feels..
Thats why everybody* is joking, so they can’t make mistakes right?
The utmost of it: nobody likes to even talk about feelings.
A hurting amount of people is afraid of the possible pain it envolves..
they believe if you show that you don’t feel this way or think different
that it is not possible to change feelings and to get out of it happy.
Actually it is. The prove: later…. scroll to Prove
“What i experience today:
I am afraid of going on to reach my dreams:
Guess what? They were never so defined and vivid.
I never knew so good what i need and want.
I am truly confident that this is an opportunity with huge likeliness of success
I will reach things i really love to live and feel,
i know they are great for society, i feel it.
i will do mistakes somewhere, i will learn, it will transform
thats no doubt or problem, i will also exceed by far my imaginations.
But i feel huge anxiety of my own feelings
to be incompatible with the tight schedule life gives me.
With the sheer impact of the ignorance people will spend me.
the more you get to know your feelings and reasons the more you get sensible. it truly hurts and terrifies.
You have to overcome that too. there are ways to do so. **
Even though we stay sensible and don’t ignore by ourselves. I know it.
I wanted you to know that too.
Prove: (read it as if you skipped to this point)
We can learn, we can overcome, we can understand ones feelings and we can newly interpret what we misinterpreted first. Wen can find a way beside each other and accepting each others limits mistakes , feeling and thinking.
We can understand our own limits to change, we can try to understand each other with an open mind even if it opposes everything we really feel for.
Why or how?
Because there is a path that is given to us by evolution life for life for life…
love for each others life which creates life in a next generation, which loves life to love eacth others life and so on…
this is the unlimited ideal of secure existence, which every feeling of ours follows.
(“to be or not to be, that is the question”) So there are ideals always better ways to form our society. And as you thought probably by now, because we mix so strongly over many generations and can’t isolate our kids from everyone else we have to care for as many people as possible starting with ourselves and our closest partners.
if we all acknowledge this path and see our own individual role in it we can cooperate very effectively by telling to us each others feelings.
Feelings are what is determining all of our actions, made effective and extremely sensitive by causality of evolution.
So as we know, that we all couldn’t really choose our past our parents and our environment, subsequently our feelings, we have to look at each others as equals of a certain kind: we have the same responsibility for what we are and do with each other (“all for one and one for all.”) BUT we have different origins and conditions we are born with. So we are not equal! we don’t have the same opportunities. We aim for having that, but it will always be different to some extent.
But thats not a problem: aware of that we can even do better in an approximatey entirely coordinated society, by needs, ressources, opportunities and this compared
to the possibe outcome of securing and taking control of reality for love for this each others life to create life to love each others life and so on……
AS FAR AS WE CAN CONTROL IT!!! AS MASSIVELY AS WE CAN COPE!!
AS WIDELY AS OUR TECHNOLOGY ALLOWS US TO EXIST
Most importantly for that: teahc how to live show exchange empathy and talk and determine own and others needs and feelings.
Reasons are SO EASY compared to this. but i know, from myself,
That we CAN make this reality!
And so i demand it as the number one priotity for all of our lives.
teach it: yourself, t hurts but go on. At home, in school, your friends, your colleagues, your love, in the media, everyone. ***
**PS: Somehow i know it is solveable by a awareness of peoples anxiety and mechanisms of ignorance, by their motivations and thsat there are reasons to that.
Also we have to get aware of our limits and of our priorities.
we can’t help everyone immediately. there is a limited amount of time and knowledge we have. We have to share it as effectively as we can.
Every moment we see something which affects us, negatively or positively
we have to see the whole world and the connections within its appearance.
As you feel bad, fee good because you know that there is a solution and though your way is so indirect you do your best to amplify the creation of this soution.
Everytime you feel good, see also why and that there are still things in this world you wsh by now to present this happyness with and feel imbued with gratitude and wilingness and courage to share and realize these feelings into this world!
Show yourself this way, live this wy, it’s a habit we have to get into but it’s the only way to really stay alive.
***PPS: there is a problem with media: it’s cut (we miss the real process)
and played (there are HUGE ignorances of true causal feeling af human beings)
And we believe it, because we don’t know much else and it’s so intense and vivid.
(role model, music to make feelings more intense, ypung age)
Music is our med for social emotional exclusion based in our whole society,
due to learned shame & exclusion.
Movies are the same with the addition that our need to experience new things & get something done gets also appeased for as long we see the movie.
We eat, have disturbance sex, drink, smoke, talk about most useless things ever, laugh about most desperate things.
Stop doing this!
We really need LOVE for this life.. for our selves & this world & with this we can love to keep us safe & help to make it better. & finally love someone truly.
Part one : “Everywhere lurks the modern snake!”
Every day i breathe fumes, already proven to be carcinogenic or depositing in the milk for my future kids.
I have to care about every piece of food, I buy directly or indirectly if its intoxicated with potential long-term epigenetic toxins or even worse.
Those are everywhere legally available against better knowledge, because discreet by old customs of agriculture systems or interests of big chemical industries.
Either way it intoxicates my water.
So i have to buy water from the few glass bottles available,
because the Therephthalate from the PE-T of most soda is also interfering with our hormone system. Already today women get earlier into adolescence & men later.
This means i can drink hardly anything & can eat almost nowhere,
except i buy all of it myself & If i can test so trust the companies.
The trash cycles which miss totally are the next problem but at least not that coersive to watch concerning health, if we dont look at the pollution of sea with toxins or plastic trash. So to buy fish is risky, not only because its overfished. If it is from aquaculture its acceptable. To eat meat that needs extra space & food that is extra cultivated is economically careless but not coersive. To care about hygiene & laundry needs years. Pharmaceutics are the same just worse a decade.
Climate we also “care” about..
Part two: “The omnipresent desert of care!”
So [besides i am raised to eat & live in toxins & breathe legally fumes
& wash myself & my dishes with water polluted by agriculture toxins, ]
I have to live within millions of people, who all dont care about that,
sit in front of a tv or a game or listen music, etc
just follow the path everyone expects from them
or in front of each other & talk about “trash” but not trash.
NOT AIMING AT ANYTHING AT ALL & just dont care..
Millions without any respect or care for their future kids,
their friends or themselves. This is overcharging..
But its not their fault, they are raised to do so. They dont know that now.
I probably also dont know things that i would want to avoid if i would know.
but in the end i feel ignored & helpless: makes a feeling of loneliness.
“The place they meant to care about those who cant help themselves
because history not nature wanted so”
While breathing toxics lonely but as one of millions I look at governments:
Meant to be our cooperative partner to care for order
so we can easily go on with our lifes but:
paralysed by fights about might, wet of aimlessness,
& immobile while threatened by/from an economic breakdown.
These guys & the breakdown take from everyone a bit of what they claim to need.
But in the end this bits are almost meaningless
for the middle & upper classes,
most of them never knew/learned what to do with their money
& with their lives. Or at least: why they do what they do.
The poorer really feel the cut but lets not talk about justice here…
The biggest problem is the AIMLESSNESS OF THIS CULTURE.
They dont care for the most important things:
Life & knowledge for life! They neglect education & upbringing of their own future: their kids or even themselves.
The rage i feel, seeing all those mistreated & neglected children
as young or as adults, imagining how they feel.. i know how they feel…
makes me cry the same time i feel an unhealthy aggression balling my fist, almost crunching my teeth & making my face looking like i will kill !
But there are reasons for peoples behaviour, its not their fault, i have to forgive them, put this aggression into action & change those reasons which made them careless with it.
Please reform the education system & use what science knows & what experience told! Make it possible to let them be raised at home! Help those families, encourage them! Show them how to make motivated geniuses out of them, men & women which contribute to care for their lifes, loves, friends & kids!
Show them that:
,Life which cares for Life` is & will be the most important thing ever!
But hey I am a part of it, i’ll have to & want to care if nobody else really does….
I really need help…
Part 4: “The look into future & over boarders.”
As an protruding intoxicated brick in the immobile decaying wall …
after accepting this huge inevitable fate.. For a moment..
I just imagine love……
If i really made it to care for myself, my wife, my kids,
my friends & partners, it will be great..
I will care for the partners of my children & for my grandchildren.
Those partners can vary widely: i will care for a lot of people!
& they will care for us hopefully!
Contemplating that government isnt all about national events
but widely international, We really have to watch many political happenings,
to prevent danger of any kind or rule changes, which could lead to such dangers,
from our children & for their future environment as possible.
Corruption in finance & government & fraud is so common today,
its really necessary to be well informed in such matters
if you care for life & your childrens life.
There is no government that defends us from such dangers,
as long as it doesnt educates us in preventing it by ourselves & together.
As in the internet there is a group of hackers which compete the system as its own rules to keep any freedom they can get. So there are huge risks, but also benefits.
We have to care for those things additionally,
as we always had to care for today inevitable seeming risks,
until technology makes it stop.
All of the above.. is asking too much of everybody,
if nobody coordinates to fix these things together & share the work.
So share the work people, its like a to do list & to connect list!